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Check In On Your Mates

by Mouser

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1.
99 Reasons 03:43
I'll try to interject with you, spoil your conversation The words that I said weren't strictly true, open to interpretation I debated, if you were wasted I can't tell with your eyes dilated I was shaking, hesitating I'm so close I can almost taste it I'll keeping acting out of greed Til it's curtains on the scene I hope you're enjoying yourself I hope you're enjoying yourself I can feel you inside me In every lungful that I breathe I gave you one good reason to stay But ninety-nine reasons to leave I tried to disconnect from you, abandon the cracked foundations The strength that we had has fallen through, destroyed by the bad vibrations I’m outdated, deflated When things got too complicated Aggravated, medicated I became all the things I hated I want you to know, that I’m not alone And, yeah, I’ve been better, up off the ropes I took myself off, left you a note I laid in the dirt, and waited to grow
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I know your mum she missed you even though you hardly ever talked And all the boys you drink with down the pub never noticed something off Was it something bad at work? Or your ex-girlfriend being a jerk? She wouldn't let you see the kids, Snuck out while you were asleep Be a man, be a man, be man, just tuck it all away And I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed I didn't call you (didn't call you) I could spill it all but you wouldn’t believe me No one gives a damn 'bout boys and their feelings Keep that shit at home, deal with it alone, My bro, oh whoah-a-oh Bottle it all up ‘cause they don’t wanna hear it No one gives a fuck til the boy stops breathing Keep that shit at home, deal with it alone, Oh mate, oh wha-a-a-ayy Are you okay?, oh whoah-a-oh Or am I too late? oh wha-a-a-ayy I know it’s hard to open up when you’re expected to be strong The world thought you were bulletproof but they, Couldn’t be more wrong It can’t be a coincidence, it’s the leading cause of death Society will never change, gravity don’t go both ways
3.
I don't know why i woke up so God damn sad today There’s nothing all that wrong with me And I’ve only just been paid By 3pm I’m back in bed Oh I'm so sick of playing dead There's a certain shade of misery that Paints the walls inside of me so grey, grey I don't remember all my dreams, I'm not myself when I'm asleep Waking up with my fists clenched, Is just predictive self-defence I'm just happy to be home, Somewhere warm to thaw my bones I'll play along to pass the test If you just give me time to rest …up until I’m fit and able I tried to help you get along, I tried to help defuse the bomb, Admit you both were in the wrong, But I got caught in the middle I got better things to do, Than try to make sense out of you, Don't wanna play a cryptic clue Or catch the curveball that you threw …up onto the dinner table
4.
Bring your grandpa's knife, Down to the park tonight We’ll open up our skin, And let the blood collide I wanna wear a scar reminding me of all the things that died Bring your crooked eyes, Down to the bar tonight We'll open up our hearts, And see the sorry sight Of all the wasted days and broken brain cells that we sacrificed With the rain smashing down on the front porch I'm giving you a piece of my mind Giving you a piece of my mind You were born Under the wrong star But you don't care Bring your landlords dime, Down to the pub tonight We’ll open up our mouths, And probably start a fight With all the drunken arseholes only out to watch some heads collide Bring your biggest crimes, Down to the church tonight They’ll wash away your sins, And let you live the lie You said you wanna be a better man without being crucified
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My echoes are all liars You can’t believe a single word they say And the dangerous thoughts Rattle round the spaces in my brain I’ll fake an alibi, try not to cry when I confess ‘Cause out of sight, is just out of mind I guess (Hope….) I hope the poison on my tongue (Is enough…) Is strong enough to stop my lungs And the words that bounce back off the walls Oh, they’re not what I said at all They make no, sense The sun is in my eyes But I don’t mind being blinded for your fate In all the books you read We never seem to land on the same page I made a smooth escape, I know I left things in a mess Another big mistake, yeah I’m out of touch I guess (Hope….) I hope the poison on my tongue (Is enough…) Is strong enough to stop my lungs And the words that bounce back off the walls Oh, they’re not what I said at all They make no They make no sense They make no sense They make noooooo….
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I hope you don’t get in my head The ugly scene You got us all, hooked on coffee And dopamine You don’t have to say you’re alright Or pretend to me everything will be just fine ‘Cause if you die tonight I die tonight Our troubled brains are full of weeds Struggle to sleep Self diagnosed ADHD Anxiety You don’t have to say you’re alright Or pretend to me everything will be just fine ‘Cause if you die tonight I die tonight Tuck me deep enough in the dirt an’ I won’t make a sound I think it’s time you pick me a good, good spot in the ground Throw me out when you get bored of me hanging around Just kick me out when you get bored You don’t have to say you’re alright Or pretend to me everything will be just fine ‘Cause if you die tonight I die tonight Tonight
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As you walk through Ealing Broadway station You avoid the man who begs And the pigeons trying to fly between your legs Yeah the air is dirtier than back home And you don't know where you're going You don't know where it's safe to walk alone After hours the streets seem sooo strange Plastic gangsters in balaclavas And crackheads in their pyjamas asking for change Not sure how you made it home last night I warned you what it's like Get used to spending 6 quid on a pint Well you might as well be honest This isn't what you wanted But you weren't doing so great (on your) Hometown council estate Spending your weekends throwing batteries in the lake Don't drink the Thames mate You'll get a bellyache Skip a beat, oh it’s easy to lose traction But you got yourself a job It pays the bills but the hours ain’t much cop The people are angrier than back home Won’t talk to you on the bus, don’t remember you in your local corner shop Don’t forget to look both left and look right There’s danger on both sides The cyclists like to jump all the red lights Don’t forget that you’re on your on this time Every copper in your sights Is just a god-damn dirty parasite

about

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Recorded 17th March 2024 using our own equipment in our own space. All songs written by Johnny Somersett, music and harmonies by Johnny Somersett, Chris Haye & Adam Pollard

Recorded live in one room, no click.

Engineered by Chris
Mixed and Mastered by Adam
Release Finalisation by Johnny

DIY or DIE

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Artwork by WEASELFACE

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This record is dedicated to everyone who's lost a male friend, partner or relative to suicide and depression - or anyone feeling down or thinking about the hard way out. The leading cause of death among men under 45 is suicide. Please, check in on your mates. Boys don't cry, they just die.

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released April 19, 2024

Johnny Somersett - Vocals and Guitar
Adam Pollard - Drums and backing vocals
Chris Haye - Bass and backing vocals

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Mouser Farnborough, UK

Three idiots old enough to know better but stupid enough to do it anyway.

Adam, Johnny & Chris. Rushmoor, Hampshire, UK

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